Thursday, April 10, 2008
~ It's been 2 weeks... ~
5:47:00 pm
I've suddenly lost the momentum to keep this blog going... But then again, I felt that it wasn't fair... So, yes, I'm gonna keep it going...
It's been 2 weeks...
Been trying my very best to put my life back in place... And I am still as 'fragile', still on the mending road... A very rocky mending road... Cuz there were a couple of times when I kept falling back into the loophole... But each time I do, I tell myself that I would have to stand up again and keep it moving... No, it wasn't easy... Nobody told me that it would be easy... Everyone said that it would take lots of time... It's just how fast or slow I want it to be...
For now, I am learning to do things one day at a time... Learn how to be strong and look forward for things to come, instead of getting stuck in the past... It is true that I still feel the hurt and the pain, only time will heal all wounds even though the scar would still be there...
On and off, I would still shed tears although at the end of it, I would feel so silly... But sometimes, I guess that I just couldn't help it...
I'm lucky to be surrounded by a group of caring friends, who made sure that I would be okay... But at the end of the day, it is still up to me to decide what I should be doing...
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
